Old Files and papers

So in a rather vain attempt to clear all sorts of junk from my room, I started sorting out some old papers for throwing and for keeping.

I found some old stuff like poems and stuff. Well yeah I did write some poems during the odd moments here and there. I'm not much of a writer much less a poet or anything (though there was that thing from the Poetry.com thing...) but anyways, since I'm gonna be tossing the hardcopies, I'd thought I'd write them down here.

To my dearest friend,

You've always been my friend
And you'll always be a dear
You've given me so much
And yet asked so little

Ever since I saw you
My life was never the same
Ever since I knew you
My worth, I knew, was always less

Please forgive me of any wrong
May it be yours or mine
Please take my love
May it be forever

Our friendship
Our love
Our loyalty
Our happiness

May it never end

Rather sappy yea? I think it could have been a result of moving away from all my friends in Brunei. I used to read a whole lot of fanfiction, mainly Ranma 1/2 fanfiction. Some of the series would get me all teary after I read them and some of them were rather disturbing pieces. Dark fanfiction we'd call them where the end was usually a bad ending, very sad or such. Some were rather macabre. Like this one by Stefan "Twoflower" Gagne: Hiroshi And Daisuke Are Dead.

It's good and you have to read it! ok, it's not really that good, but it's a rather fun read. I really like his Slayer's fanfiction though and it IS really one of the best Slayers fanfiction series out there. MTCFFUltra was good too. The Magical Troubleshooting Crossover Fighting Federation was one of the more interesting crossover pieces. It really was a MAJOR crossover series with some of the best fanfiction authors throwing in their two cents. It went up to Season Nine and was at episode 90 before it suddenly died. No one continued or ended it which I found rather sad. Even after all these years it's still there though and it was a good read. They even had an opening theme in the .ram format, lol!

Anyways, here's more poems:

I tried to see
To no avail
I tried to find
To no cause
Down the memory lane
I took a look
and saw those eyes staring at me
I screamed in terror
I ran in fear
'cause I saw a big black cat

This was written, I think around the time I read fanfiction concerning Ranma's nekophobia and Ranma went crazy. This next one, is possibly a poem from one of the fanfics, I'm not too sure. And I think I made up the name of who it was written by but I'm not sure because they do exist to be precise. Ah, failing memory. Some fanfics have a habit of including songs or poems in it, some of them can be called songfics.

I gambled in the graveyards
Went against the odds
With the saints and with the saviours
With the maggots and the gods
I cursed the things they showed me
I'd never see them again...
- The Pogues

The following two could perhaps be an effect from the Final Fantasy 7 game. I kind of used to be a Cloud/Tifa fan but then, I think it didn't matter later. There was this whole CloudxTifa and CloudxAerith fandom war going on around that time. Even a good friend of mine was into it, and boy some of them really had hissy fits of the whole thing. All the FF7 characters were pretty likeable in fact, they all made the game a success. Cait Sith! o(^-^)o

She smiled at me
Like the sun in its glory
Took a dip
Water of Gods & Goddesses
Poured it down my back
But she shook her head
And cried
I couldn't help but notice
That I was covered in water
Dark, black, dirty water

+++++

Brown strands of hair
Soft chestnuts, so soft
She prays and smiles at me
And I bask in all her glory
I lifted my hands
And entwined it with hers
She laughs
That soft trilling laugh
And it breaks my heart
To know it was just a dream
A fleeting dream

Anyways, I'm gonna post up another silly post later again. :/

Colours and change

so I've been tinkering around with the colours for the blog, any comments or suggestions?

And true to form, I've made a new banner! hehe I like this one, it's so cute! Especially little sugar cube-san!

He's gonna be the mascot for my little bloggy! Like? XD

Any suggestions for names? I was thinking 'Kub3'. But I'd like to hear from you! The japanese word for cube is there already tho! XD

Happy New Year 2008!

Actually....I wanna get a new blog. no, serious! I don't like the name of this one. kinda bugs me. Musta been high on a fantasy book when I came up with the name.

Anyways, it's the Year 2008, greetings to everyone who hold goodwill towards me in their hearts. Anyone else can GTHO.

Happy 20th birthday to Ian today! although your present wasn't finished in time and it's silly, I'll present it to ya nevertheless as a belated present. And I came late for the lunch...although 2pm + isn't what I would call a lunch. Btw, do people consider blogs interesting only if they have pictures? I used to post a lot in an old journal only a few of my best friends knew about and it was mainly all text. ever since pictures came up...I feel less inclined to do so because uploading pictures somehow seems a hassle and I have a lot I'd like to upload actually.

Many things happened in the past year year, I don't know whether I should blog about it or will blog about it eventually, but I look forward to a better new year, hopefully. No resolutions but I only wish to be happy.

All the best in the new year everyone!

I'll see about the new blog.

EDIT: I changed the blog address already and the name too. :3

Part ONE: Mixed Random Images

Random images....Random Fun. :3

EVERYTHING HAPPENED AGES AGO AND I FINALLY GOT ROUND TO UPDATING. I SHALL BE SHOT FOR THIS. I FEEL IT.

KUCHING FOOD FEST 2007

Kuching Food Fest was same as usual.

"lots of ppl, lots of food, no place to sit."

Oh, joy. But the first time I went there it was slightly raining which was nice as there were less people and finding a place to sit was much easier. It was also very cooling under that kind of weather. Ate Ma Lak Mien, taiyaki, takoyaki, taiwan sausage, drank pearl milk tea....XD it's good to go with friends cuz you get to try out lots of varieties!

Faerie lights

Faerie Land...in Japan?

Korean stall:
Red bean paste filled Taiyaki

POP-IN

Sarawak plaza has a convenience store at the basement floor. And it has quite a few important products that are sold at rather inflated prices. Most interestingly is their displays at the payment counter. Cigars anyone?

Wanna Hav-A-Tampa?
why does this sound just wrong?

I don't get this cigar container.
And WHY does it look SO wrong?!?
(and this doesn't even involve the background)

AT KENYALANG

One day, I spotted....Hellesional. Man, the things people come up with nowadays is amazing. Radios to listen to while you're in hell, haha...

HELLESIONAL
Wow, now National's going to Hell.

AT HOCK LEE

There's quite a large store at Hock Lee that sells stuffed toys and all those kind of things you might want to buy as a present and generally caters to the public at large. And they have some really cute things!

aww..how cute!

look at those teeth~~
aw, poor things have to be bandaged...

no comment.

AT WESTWOOD

Westwood has some nice western style food at good prices. don't try their spaghettis though. Previous experiences has said they're not too good at it. Unless they've improved by now.

Fish & Chips at Westwood.
salad, yum!

AT SUNDAY MARKET

I like going to the Sunday Market. I like the fresh cold sugarcane juice. What I like the most though are the pets! There's sometimes really interesting pets for sale such as hedgehogs and lately they've started selling so-called New Zealand bunnies! They have short ears and are so utterly cute, your teeth wants to grow too! One thing that totally spoils my mood everytime though is when I see this particular fellow. This guys is always selling turtle eggs and as far as I know, it's been going on for more than a year, perhaps even more! And people buy from him! It's disgusting! I've seen DBKU officers around but they don't seem to do anything about this guy. This guy should be arrested for illegal trade in protected species!!! GRRR.

I HATE THIS BASTARD.

I HATE HIM A GAZILLION TIMES MORE.
someone, please, arrest this bugger.

WINES

First wine I ever bought on my ...oh wait, no it's not my first. but it's my first wine BOTTLE. ahah, forget it. anyways, I like Denise's bag, it's nice. The wine didn't turn out so nice though. Caesar said it's okay. well...It's 'okay' chilled, but it wasn't that great. I should have spent a bit more for a better wine perhaps.

Wines from Denise!

GASHAPON

Serene's gashapon...wow... I only recognize the Xenosaga ones tho...

all in a row!

assembled and ready...

So Valkyrie-like.

The hair was hard to put on.


.....there shall be a part two...I predict a part 10. but we'll see. XD

Not Yet Dead...Enough.

I know I've been dead.
I know it's likely "who cares?" yes.
Neither do I really.
But since exams are over and I'm somewhat free...
and since a certain 'someone' *coughs*nerd*coughs* has been complaining on my dead blog....
lo and behold, this is here.
Well, really, what did you expect.

Will update...once I'm super bored or feel bored with...
oh look! so many books to read! oh look! my sketchbook! Yay~~~~
mweh. >2